We fear failure.
We need support to face it.
We need to be brave and courages.
KL is a dream pool where most of the people wish to make dreams come true. And I am one of them, a dream chaser in KL. Just like the others, I fell down many times while chasing my dreams. I locked myself alone in my room, tried to be OK, tried to be really OK. But I couldn't. In the end, I cried.
The reason I cried is not totally because of failure. To be honest, I have failed more than 10 times. 4 out of 10 were almost reaching my goal. But in the end, I failed. The feeling was very complicated. I was sad, because I could not make it. At the same time, I feel happy for my friend, because they made it. But what kind of feeling should I express to face them (winner) when the result is announced.
This time, I failed again for being a host on TV2 talk show. Again, I'm so sorry to my friends, especially those who are very supportive. But hor... Every time while waiting for the result, I felt I am getting it. Who knows in the end, I have to put a smile on my face, acting like "I DON'T CARE", then back to the origin, waiting for another chance again. Am I being over-confident? I don't know. I am lost.
Thank you so much to all my friends & family, for being so supportive.
We fear failure.
We need support to face it.
We need to be brave and courages.
BUT we also need POSITIVE ENERGY to keep our dreams young & alive.
Like Richard de Vos said: If you have a dream, make it happen.
One day, I will. Try me. :)
